so tonight i ran for about half an hour. i am still awake and it's 3:00 AM my time. Though I had dinner but I never really ate much. I'm on a diet and this is already my third week. Yes I don't starve myself but I run to death, hahaha.

I just want to slim down and go back to my slim figure. I lost curves right after i became a bum. I am happy with my boyfriend for he accepts everything about me. He doesn't care if I gain weight, he just plainly loves me. But reality bites. I am not in this world just to impress him. I am in this world to look good for myself and for all the vanity that surrounds me. I have friends to socialize with and I need a job. Not to mention that his nosy ex keeps tracking me down. She always wants to show me how slim she is now, so disgusting!  

So wish me luck! I'll keep you posted.